10 February 2009
Speaking to Soon, Spiritual Enlightenment
I'm trying to stay in the moment. To rest in peace. Attitude is everything. Ajahn Brahm goes as far as to say to find beauty in the worst of life, like rapists and murders.
I want to be reborn into the heavenly realms. Brahm, says that you have tremendous powers in the heavenly realms, like being able to search for your old friends in all the realms of existence, you're basically a trans, hyper, dimensional being that fly's around all over the place, I think you got a body, you would probably be a purple ghost, with lots of arms and flowing robes, like ten heads, and dance and gyrate all over the universe. I want to be that!
Which leads me to my next contemplation, Nirvana, the cessation of suffering. Buddha, is said to have reached this ultimate bliss. When I think about it, I wouldn't mind not living another human life. I think in this lifetime I can learn everything I want and prefer not to come back and experience this again. I just want to not exist. I want my mind, and spirit to not think of anything anymore. I want to reach the end of experience. I would like to be nothing.
Thats what reincarnation is all about. You keep getting reborn until you figure out what life is about- enlightenment. I guess the more compassionate, and pious you are, that will determine your next life. When I go, I hope to be a heavenly being, than get bored with that after ten thousand years, and go into non existence.
21 January 2009
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30 December 2008
God and the Not Being
I use God as a name I take in vein. I don't use it to represent the power of the universe of spiritual and material phenomenon.
In those Eastern traditions, they say that the Tao is formless, nameless, but never dry, always consistent the same, unchanging, peace of mind. Its a bottomless well which can never be drained. Its a forever void.
They say the moment you try to name it, or call it something, you lose its fathom. You get further away from the truth, which is that it can not be labeled. Its a thing you have to experience in order to comprehend.
When some one calls it all knowing, like they call God as all knowing, in the East that would refer to all knowing of the self, how this all knowing state is in total realization of its actions, and thoughts to the point where there is no thought because all knowing loses the desire to desire.
Nothingness is infinite.
You can not call Nirvana- God.
God is more of a Christian defined word, and applying the notion of that to Nirvana, the highest state of mind in Buddhism, is not applicable, although, the Christian definition of God would be the state of Nirvana. Although, the Christian Mystics were more apt to the truth, the definitions have been skewed and mangled over all this time, that God is a laudable term to define what was meant by them.
I think, inside your brain, in your DNA, is your true self, or who your biological make up was designed for, based on spiritual, cosmic sensory inclinations. I say cosmic because it seems that your DNA is influenced by past Karma of the world. As if your past life transference of karma, is brought into you present being to take shape and manifest itself in the world, as an antidote for your life time. You are meant to be your true self for the harmony of existence. Karma, whether you look at in on historical influence, or spiritual manifestations, like unseen undercurrents in the ocean of your mind, are simply put, you are what you eat. However, one can assume that in the mostly negative karma that has been transferring and overlapping, that the spiritual undertow of consciousness, brings about its own psychic healers into the world, like a breathe of insight into some persons beings, to influence for the positive, through the persons actions and statements, to bring humanity into a more harmonious state.
Harmony is living within the parallels of existence, to avoid disharmony. Disharmony would be the repression of individual potential to live in accordance with harmony of the 'Way'. Individual potential is self actualization, and abiding by those findings, and carrying out those results to the best of your given ability in order to maintain the Way.
In an mystical experience which profoundly changed my life, an incredible psychedelic journey through the mind, was narrated by an intelligence that already knew what I was meant to be, and basically encouraged me to be me, an artist, to follow your obvious nature and fulfill that experience because if I don't I would not be doing justice in this reality or the spiritual one. I would be letting down, or repressing what this life was allowing for me to reach. It would be like a flower seed, that did not want to blossom because it was not sure if it should or not, and thus would not reach its full potential.
Time was of great importance. There is no time to waste. You have to be your highest potential now. There is definitely a sense of battle between your high potential and the world that resists it. You are brought up in a resistant world, a world that resists itself based upon the outside influences, like instructions brainwashed into you from the outset of your life in these cultures controlled by spiritually corrupted mad men whose goal is to preserve themselves above all else.
There was no mission instructions given to me from this experience, however, I have let it be my mission to work within the faculties of the mind, for they are the most important to any circumstance you are faced with.
What I most enjoy about Ancient Eastern thought is that it is more of a psychological introspection into your actions rather than a stressed, chaotic, confused mentality. I know, I can always look within myself to seek 'change'. I alone, am responsible for undesired actions. And if I so happen to have undesired actions, it will be my own mind to deal with the negative karma trauma, but I should always seek to minimize the extent of my negative impact on affairs so as to not bring my actions into the realm of public trial, essentially meaning I never want to be charged with murder, etc.
So the names given to the states of consciousness that resemble profound, higher, peaceful ways of thinking can be found within your mind, not in heaven, or any other superstitious thinking. They cannot be described in full detail with words and have to be experienced for the self to comprehend. You can reach these states of experience through conversation, trauma, prolonged meditation, research, or in some persons, the use of psychedelic substances, although from my experience, nirvana looks black, no shapes, no forms, just like a black ink well or peace that will never run out of ink to paint with. The present moment is your palette of your existence.
just some thoughts....
63% of People Out of 2,462 Think a Nuclear Event for 2009
A Pravda editorial theorizes that the U.S. elite will stage a nuclear attack in order to impose a dictatorship. Do you believe there will be such an event in 2009?
Yes (63%, 1,550 Votes)
No (37%, 912 Votes)
I voted No, that too extreme of a situation. But, if it did happen, you should assume the shadow govt has something to do with this. I think a biological attack would be far worse and maybe the ruthless tactic of the globalists.
I find it strange that so many people are worried about a nuclear attack. Who possibly hates you that much, to bomb you unsuspectingly? Either way you look at, some powerful elitists are the ones provoking such atrocities. We are always merely the fodder of battle while elite bankers and psyops war generals sit in comfort in a castle somewhere having incest orgies, and other psychotic dreamworlds.
Sad but True.
Hopefully, there is no such attack. The threat is diabolical, sinister enough. You never know with these sadistic rulers. How do you kick them out of office? First by kicking them out of your mind.
Analysis of Barack and Michelle Obama on 60mins.
This is the description of the video:
This interview is a dumbed-down cartoon of a fantasy land type country without any issues in a time of peace and happiness where average people can be president of a nation and change the world for the better.
The misguided "hope" and "change" of this election process will last a few months at most.
A space alien picking up on this broadcast might assume that we have free energy, no crime, no war profiteers, and everyone lives in candy houses with sitcom families... I couldn't say it better, thanks Tate
What stands out to me most during this interview and many like it, is the lack of detail, or imagination. The couple is heavily based on routine. Michelle mentions routine several times as if she had been taught some where about having a routine, doing everything by the numbers. "I will teach you, you will learn by the numbers" a command given by the drill sergeant in Full Metal Jacket.
Routine, routine, routine, must have routine or I can't think. I can only think until I have a routine. Please instruct me with a routine to follow, I can carry it out.
They are then asked about a dog for the White House. Michelle mentions instructions she gave, or commands she gave for the children to follow about getting a dog. There are many imaginative factors missing in the couples dialogue. For one, the type of dog the children want. If the kids wanted a dog really bad, what kind of dog were they looking to get? What type of dog do the kids like? She goes on and on about a dog, and reiterates the word dog over and over but does not describe the type of dog these educated people are going to get. They give her credentials of being a Harvard Princeton grad, but she can not elaborate on the type of dog her children want.
Barack goes on to say that they are getting many suggestions from people as to what to name the dog, and he does not give any examples of the many dog names people have suggested. Even though he is taking it all under advisement, and does not need the help of specialists to disclose information about the dog.
Michele, after close examination, you can see, only reiterates what has been said. In the beginning of this clip they talk about not being adjusted to the 'change' in lifestyle these seemingly normal people becoming rulers are. She unexpectedly blurts out 'what are you not adjusted to?' as if she is well adjusted, or given proper instruction on how to perform. Barack gives a basic statement, all can be familiar with, 'I can't go for a walk', and Michele loses her train of thought and falls back into trance mode. She has no reply, or any further remark as to walking besides the statement that she doesn't walk and can't relate to that statement because she doesn't walk. They begin to banter about walking. And use the subject, trigger word 'walk' over and over again. As if as long as they continue to mention the trigger word over and over, they are on the same page, on the same set of instruction. They sound mechanical in their speech patterns. As if repetition is comforting. A main brainwashing technique is repetition.
This is as strange as it gets. You got these people that say they are normal people like everybody else. Is that being humble or a distraction? These people speak in a vague manner, with lots of pauses, repetitions, no real defined, passionate course of action or imaginative responses of a vision besides inducing trance like effects on viewers. We all expect him to believe he is the one. What kind of shit is that? I'm the one. We are all individuals, independent thinkers. He on the other hand, tries to make himself sound normal and like everybody else, but why would he have to get a hair cut in an undisclosed location? That's not normal. If he was normal like all the rest of us, no one would care about him, he would be normal like everybody else, no big deal. He knows he is not normal, he has been instructed by many people behind closed doors what to say, taught all kinds of jedi mind tricks to keep people at bay. Think nothing of his statements, just follow along and let me hypontize you. You are getting sleepy, very sleepy.
I ain't falling asleep on this one. No one is gonna pull the wool over my eyes. Pay attention to these peoples actions and see the patterns of speech they employ. There is a lot of repetition going on there. Lots of facades of what 'normalcy' is. He claims to be normal, but has no profound imagination. Thus he has no inclining as to heal the world. He seems to be in a position of power to keep the fledgling American's under the tight rule of Big Government, like a spiritual leader with no spiritual powers, telling people he is the one, like Sai Baba.
15 December 2008
A Take on Social Media
Besides the technical aspects of social media. The impact upon the consciousness of the individual, and how those individuals function in society are also poignant to the definition of this.
On one hand social media is positive in many ways, but there are darker, more sinister aspects to it as well. Perverts, stalking, identity theft, are among just a few of the growing trends of social media underworlds.
Also, it is not known if the ‘big brother’ is amassing databases of your online activities. It is known that there are demographics that try to predict market trends, but the military intelligence agencies are probably heavily involved with social media research.
So this is a good question, what is social media? On one hand it seems benevolent, but on the other, it may seem to be a breeding ground for information divulging. Where people are becoming more and more uninhibited in what they can announce over this network, causing all kinds of personal psychic self assumptions, most notably, a culture of children that are becoming what I would say, more self absorbed, self centered, self serving, selfish, egotistical persons, that are using the social media to advertise their shallow, superficial traits, rather than developing, and expanding their consciousness with wisdom and intellect. Instead you see a carnal trend on the internet.
Symbols and Transcendence

On the surface this picture depicts organ harvesting, the impetus of this was not to describe that scenario, but meant to express psychic phenomenon.
This is a cryptic, sub conscious communication. If anybody can solve it you get the prize! just kidding you ain't gettin shiit. jk. Seriously there is no physical prize. However you may feel awarded the pleasure of lubricating your brain.
It just doesn't do anything for me, haha, thats a good argument when critiquing art. maybe you could have used some more placenta imagery or fried bacon.
Speaking in metaphors can be like speaking in tongues. On one hand you're channeling psychic insights, while on the other you are confusing the interpreter. Perhaps this is the mental state the art wants a person to be put in. Not to disregard imagery, the imagery plays a heavy role in interpretation, however those thoughts conjured up are subjective to the interpreter.
I don't talk to close minded people. Sometimes, when you converse with someone, and they are very stubborn in their view points, its no use trying to debate with that type of person. They have other psychological problems that impede on them from having an intellectual exchange.
By doing this drawing, I was able to heighten my experience, perhaps ephemerally, in understanding the psychic process of metaphorical communication, to be more aware, conscious of the healing ability of art, art therapy.
I was feeling down and out at the beginning of this drawing but at some point in the process, my emotions began to turn positive and I started to enjoy the communication. Safety was a high motivational factor in this piece. Like a secret language. A top secret form of communication, something military intelligence would like to utilize.
What good is this type of communication? perhaps that is why it is far removed from ordinary, rudimentary conversation.
For me, its like a swirling state of thoughts, a feeling that mimics the Milky Way, where infinite thought is at the center of the galaxy, the black hole, in the mind is pure consciousness, and the arms of the galaxy that rotate around the axis of the center. That is what my mind feels like, the way the Milky Way looks.
Perhaps being indigenous to this galaxy you are predisposed to having a mind that identifies with its habitat. There are some other fascinating galaxies out there that I identify with as well.
Thinking symbolically allowed me to transcend unfavorable mental qualities I was experiencing, into favorable assets. Turning a negative into a positive. Lead into gold. Mental Alchemy.
11 December 2008
The Youth, Adult and Social-Media Technology
The NSA are at the gates of Heaven, when you die, the record on file of all your online activity and credit/debit transactions will be on hard drives of hundreds of terabytes of your history in the system. I can only imagine the amount of terabytes of information the NSA keeps on file of your use of the internet in a secret network database. Information such as every website you visited, details within that, how long you spent on the site, the links you click on, probably store all the cookies and passwords on your browser to their system to recreate your exact performance.
The ultimate goal of man is to find the perfect companion.
Besides the cell phone, the digital consumer grade camera, has had one of the most profound impacts on the sociocultural influences on modern man.
The camera is a superficial instrument that has the ability to capture in varying grades of clarity, the most accurate reproductions of actual witnessed phenomenon.
Never has the ability of most men, to witness their lifetime before their very eyes easily.
A person can for example, upload photographs of himself over decades of time, and one can flip through them leisurely compared to the lifetime of experience taken to travel from moment to moment being captured at any one instant point in time consecutively during that time frame.
Youth has never been a prevalent aspect of the growing consciousness of modern man.
A person is able to see himself consciously stored for himself to see, including many others, even anonymously to view the photographs.
Adults want to feel like a youth, and the youth identify themselves with adult qualities. Sometimes without having the perspective of maturity, instead based on the physical attributes of a person.
This affects the self image of a person's ego complex.
A strength of reason is needed to face the sociological standards of youth and beauty.
More and more persons are becoming anxious of their appearance on a more frequent basis than ever before.
A person having a scope to study themselves outwardly will inevitably have impact in their interpersonal make up. just as make up is applied topically, the make up of ones psychic life will have to cope with the new media technology.
Currently youth is the most prized of human characteristics. However, most consider youth to be a naive, immature, physical trait. Youth though physical, the attractiveness of personality is based on the timeless quality of an individual, rather than over compensation of outward identifying, materialistic things, but an internal fountain of timelessness.
With all the psychic bombardment of the new and adjusting internet, media sharing of individual experiences, people put themselves up for scrutiny, praise, and above all attention to the public world.
Sooner or later, it is most likely that what a person does online will reflect the life that the person is living, and like a movie that you watch in heaven when your life is flashing through your eyes as you say good bye to this existence, in the upload of a web page on a standard internet computer, one has at his disposal his selected media documented lifestyle online.
The repercussions of higher self awareness has not taken full esteem to many individuals, especially the immature, or the daring.
Today I can't list the entire spectrum of human activity that is impacted by the social media we perceive, but I am sure that this has many direct connections to our psychic awareness of life.
Youth wants to be independent and free, to the point of immaturity, while the adult wants to be like what the youth look like, and that would be immature.
This is probably a sexual preference if anything.It has less to do with substance of character, but more with desiring often unattainable sexual attractive characteristics of the common person.
People desires are perverted by the standards set forth by the politically engineered media, then express their derangement over a 6 degrees of separation internet, for many other individuals to take in.
What are we becoming? Right now I think we should be weary of the youth. Teach the youth well, because the youth are eager to approach mastery and skill, yet, when lacking sufficient training and expertise of a qualified role model, a person can defect to shallow impulses, a world of psychic abandonment. Life is suffering, it is up to a person to regulate the psychic trauma of suffering, this is mastery, maturity.
People will watch themselves grow up online.
By uploading your pix you are going to demonstrate your transfiguration's of not only topical performance, most of all, your psychic perception of the moment. there is no video tape long enough to record every moment of your life, but it comes close, and you could be sure that the NSA has a record of your every online move.
Even with the presence of this outward perceiving media, a all seeing God like presence, it is within the individual that wisdom, self evaluation, introspection will be vital to the expansion of consciousness to become more in harmony with the Way.
08 December 2008
MK-Ultra, 2009 acrylic on panel

My next project is going to be a painting on the covert mind and behavioral experiments conducted by the CIA starting in 1947, using the famed truth syrum, LSD, electro shock therapy, brainwashing, depatterning of the brain, hypnosis, double agents, sex slaves, trauma bonding, radiation exposure, assassins with no recollection of their deed, manchurian candidates, electro frequencies to alter mood, cleaning the brain out of all information, and so much more inhumane experiments all in the name of national security.
MK-Ultra is an umbrella term for many top secret experiments to control the mind, and behaviors of individuals. I think, and others too it can be assumed, that from these studies of the human central nervous system and psychology, that our current social order, of teeny bopper tv, pop culture, mainstream politics, and all other forms of social control propagated through almost every facet of media pumped from the huge corporate entities, to make you buy their view of reality.
In this painting I'm going to illustrate sequences of experiments, and write a caption to them. The center of the painting will be an iconic illustration of an anterior cross section of the human brain, possibly with spinal cord attached.
At the bottom of the spinal cord is going to be a conglomerate of pop culture, brain washing propaganda, that all stems from the research done in MK Ultra umbrella projects.
The borders of the painting will be surrounded by portraits of key scientists with a blurb about what kind of work they done, juxtaposed with CIA leaflets.
Currently I am refreshing my memory on this subject that has interested me for over a year. I feel that his piece will be very important and imminent to these trying times. I plan to start painting at the turn of the new year and work on it diligently for 6-8 weeks. The piece will be 24x36in, painted in acrylic with little brushes, #0-4 liners.
This entire month of December is going to be spent researching MK Ultra. I don't have time to read many of the books written on the subject, but I will be getting my information from articles and videos found online. So far so good.
I like this process better than many other of my projects that where I paint and research at the same time. I'm taking a lot of notes and using the snipping tool to capture information from websites. I constructed the template of the composition, layout of the piece. I want to start painting, but am going to hold out and focus on research and blogging, among other things I always wanted to know but never had the time to focus on.
Group Think
I think our current times reflect the group think mentality. This psychological phenomenon has been widely studied since the mid '50's and surely, the knowledge gained in this field of study, combined with other covert mind control experiments from the Cold War era, have been transferred into our current cultural identity marketing.
Here is a reenactment of Solomon Asch Group think experiment.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6LH10-3H8k
In the same experiment, when the dissenter had an ally, the likely hood of dissenting rose and stood up to the group.
It would be too easy to apply group think into our current scenario, but the obvious should not be avoided. Going along can have severe consequences. One of which is when going along with a group that is wrong, that action condemns those who are not in agreement with the false ideology.
Negative group think condemns the marginalized individual's.
Have a nice day!
Think for yourself, question authority.
If you really want to know, find out.
07 December 2008
The Beast
The Beast feeds on your emotions and your hard work. It is a psychic vampire and tyrant.
You only live until you are 18, then the Beast rears its ugly head and starts dragging you down with it.
All good people get hurt by it.
The Beast wants for you to not reach your greatest potential, it grows stronger by feeding your children to it.
The Beast will find you where ever you go, it will come with henchmen dressed in ACUs, body armor, night vision goggles, armor piercing rifles, tear gas, and hand cuffs and no souls.
These soulless henchmen have no thoughts yet weep for each other. They have the keys of power to repress and think nothing of it. They serve their higher power blindly, and oppose all those that try to corrupt it with wisdom.
The near future will appear uneventful, that is because humanity that has been repressed will rise from the ashes, the chains of tyranny, and expose the dark side of the moon, with the globe of light the star sun is.
The Beast must be captured and slayed immediately, or many beloved brethren will be consumed.
This is a psychic war most of all. Positive Psychic phenomenon will end killing in the name of suspicion, hatred, and anonymity.
Positive psychic action must be taken to defeat this brutal, savage beast. Do not consume the fodder of positivity they provide you, but learn it from stillness, the close perception of thoughts. Do not follow the magic of the Beast's charms, for the Beast is the system, the establishment, which is corrupted.
The system of banking is founded on nothing but harnessing the contracts of bodies owing much of nothing on a false promise of liberty- manipulating, capturing, and repressing, in much that same order, reverse and forever back and forth.
The Beast will sacrifice a brethren dissident to show its power over your lives.
Anybody in the Cabinet of the Presidency should not be trusted and upheld to scrupulous standards more than the average man, for they should not be there, in our minds in the first place, and for them to rank, and reign over, to preside the course of our communal era, should be detained, imprisoned, tarred and feathered.
If the electricity is cut out in the cities because there is no power to keep them running, if the food is not in stock at the markets, if the money does not buy the proper cost of living to income earned, hearts of the people will be broken, many cries will be heard in the dead of night, while helicopters swarm above imposed curfew, and armored personal carriers drive through the neighborhoods making sure no unrest develops.
That is why there will never be war on US soil. Unrest will be dealt with ahead of time. There will be no chance to battle them on their terms, much as it is in the way with repressing psychic fighting, but that is the war that the individual is most powerful in, if he develops his ability to make order out of chaos without the aid of biblical texts, mutilated passages of the law. Instead, go to the origins, the history and reevaluate the circumstances in order to give sufficient critique of the ways of the world, such a process would take no longer than a few years of soul searching and right mental practice. Observe with scrutiny the ways of the world and decipher them with imagination, but do not lose sight of the damage caused by the Beast.
Instead build from scratch, like when taking on a new project, use the existing fortitude to construct a masterpiece, a solid construction, with the foresight of past failure and continual maintenance to ensure its stability, and proper upkeep for many generations to thrive off us. Provide the future with guidelines which to grow off of like a fruit plant needs.
I live in a world of double sided coins. The flick of a dime, nickel, quarter lands on the rotations of debate from many databases of information gathered through microcosms of experience. When the face lands on any side, you are faced with the rationale of problem solving capacity which works under many circumstances. There maybe no way to truly know the repercussions of devices implemented to fix a problem, but the guiding force of thoughts must be harnessing the perceptions of Buddha Consciousness.
Almost any agreeable doctrine can be fit to the Teachings of Buddha. Call it whatever you want, but for right now, the way to research the knowledge is by the name Buddha, but you will find that the name given has nothing to do with the wisdom provided. Calling something like Buddhism by a name, tarnishes its reputation, and do not let the names of things tarnish the luster of the wisdom. React to the information not the bias of the name.
more next time!
02 December 2008
War PsyOps (Psychological Warfare)
My interest in this comes from claims that the CIA would drop blankets of hand sized bills, leaflets, with messages trying to incite violence and upheaval, to cowardice, fear and surrender to a target population.
The leaflets could be plain text or have images. Check out some the pix yourself, these are great artworks in my opinion.
http://www.psywar.org/leaflets.php
http://www.psywarrior.com/OpnIraqiFreedomcont3.html
The image from the video game, Call of Duty 4, of lots of charred papers in the atmosphere sears itself into my mind of a modern war zone.
Both sides of the combatants use leaflets to send messages to each others forces. Or, the CIA may be involved and puts out leaflets to make enemy combatants think their own forces are speaking to them, perhaps carrying a message of surrender, Allah has spoken.
Psyops encompasses not only written and visual sensory targets, about also auditory senses. After a bombing in Iraq, cacophonous sounds of high pitched squealing pigs, babies crying, and taunts would be projected over loudspeakers.
In the film Apocalypse Now Redux, psyops is utilized in the scenes where Kilgore plays over loudspeakers, Ride of the Valkyrie, as the Air Cav heads to the "harry" Charlie controlled village. The music continues as the assault on the village takes place.
Remember the bringing down of the Saddam Hussein statue in Baghdad during Op. Iraqi Freedom? Turns out that was a staged event. Even the beloved MSNBC ran a report on the staging of the toppling of the statue to get a response from the Iraqi people, and the American's at home watching thinking victory was occurring.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMgEc9Qds8M
Psyops doesn't stop on the battlefield, its happening in almost every American's home everyday, for many decades. Instead of leaflets, the entertainment industry, Hollywood, etc, is all geared towards evoking a desired response from the population.
30 November 2008
Futurology: Human Knowledge and Limitations
He also states that 2040 is the year this will happen as well, but I rather hear 2020.
Tyranny, oppression, is the primary enemy to human advancement. Once the mind is liberated from the psychic oppression, will the people be able to move on to better things like "bodily flight suits" by 2030, by 2200 enfranchising artificial life, and intelligence.
Without clairvoyance, one can sense that communication through the internet, to spread novel ideas, that will expand the mind, enhance the intelligence, and strengthen the imagination, to be skeptical, to be more self empowered, to have higher powers of criticism.
Right now, the critical thinking ability of the vast majority of individuals varies from the traditional arts of science, philosophy, politics, etc, to secular beliefs in history as brought to you by typical sources of information; the New Testament, functioning within the Federal Reserve System, abiding by the Laws of Court System, there is little to no broad spectrum of associations with the vast world of thought that is occuring and of the past to piece together a cohesive world view. Instead, the world view is shaped by what is already in place, some of the things I just mentioned, plus horrid amounts of technocratic mind control devices.
I am the oldest of 4 siblings. The youngest being 13. We are speparated by 3 years, I am 25 tomorrow. One brother, closest in age to me, 21, seems to be catching on to ideas that I've been interested in. He is a corporate employee, who is concerned about the future of his company, which he has been very grateful for providing job security to him. He has been exposed to Alex Jones, and his mentality is quickly evolving into a skeptical, critical take on the mechanisms of what runs the world.
My second brother in age, 17, is a public high school student who is very apathetic to the education system. He is highly aware of the negativity of the current imposed system of rule. His attitude towards life though seems to be regulated slightly by current institutionalized forms of current ego shaping media, ie, the latest 'pop' fashion. Given that we all have gone through such trends growing up, we are no need to over compensate for this psychic phenomenon, but still we must pay close attention to the fashion to pick up on any new psychic trends. However, I feel my brother has a healthy scrutiny of the establishment, and should be capable of developing healthy wisdom.
My only sister, 13, is a split between libertarian thinking, and corporate controlled teeny bopper fashion. In her social development during her teenage years in the public education system, and her own growing, flourishing self awareness, she is going to have to cope with her transition into woman hood. Right now, the corporate, technocratic hold of her vision of herself has a strong influence on her current obsessions. They are very materialistic, but when her maturity increases, I think she will wise up fast, and fully take hold of the damaging effects of the technocratic establishment.
With this pattern of generations, it is apparent to me that the proceeding generations are a toss up when it comes to who has greater influence over the morality of these future commanders of Earth.
To say that overt tyranny will be eliminated by 2020 is fair to assume, and possibly a more generous time table can be outlined. I think that the consciousness of the people is changing, and it is important that the current generation, the mid 20-70 year old population to excersise their mental elasticity to better ensure a more navigatable world for the proceeding generation. To establish, a welcoming, imagiantive, assertive, strong mental fortitude, showing that any human can posses strong abilities beneficial to the community, promoting harmony and accord with wisdom, especially that of the Tao.
Peace and harmony is heartedly envisioned in the Tao, for this work explains that a healthy individual interior, is the first and foremost part neccessary for a harmonious, functioning community.
My trouble is, how do I explain the Tao without seeming esoteric? How do I get rid of the bias of the Tao being a religious, or some dated Chinese fu man chu, quiet idiot? For me, the trouble I been having in explaining the great work of the Tao is its religious connotation. When you speak of the Tao, its like talking about the bible, and people hate the bible right now. Or people who love the New Testament, wouldn't be able to allow themselves to relate themselves to the Tao.
If the Tao was read, and studied with care, and consideration, than maybe, will its great teachings be put into practice. More great minds need to come out and promote the Tao.
The Tao and Buddhism are my definative intellectual reasoning capacities. I think I can function greatly in a world, I lend that to my study and pursuit of the teachings found in these great philosophies.
With that said, I think that the internet will be a great instrument of spreading wisdom and the benefits of such mentality, that the Tao will inevitably be involved there, because the Tao is the "Way" of harmony. So if there is harmony, there will be the teachings of the Tao.
It will take another decade to enhance the perceptions of enough minds to make a great impact on the the New World Order. Deal the final blow to the NWO. These minds are rare right now, but there are a lot of minds that are near the breaking point of facing off with the technocratic tyranny that has been devistating individuals for many decades.
The mind is an ancient, timeless spirit.
27 November 2008
Artist Rendition of Mumbai Terrorist

This is going off a couple of hints at what the terrorist's look like.
Black shirt, blue jeans, a hood, and carrying ak47s plus hand grenades.
Evidence Mumbai Attackers were Anglo-American Intel Operatives
Kurt Nimmo
Infowars
November 27, 2008
As a BBC report notes, at least some of the Mumbai attackers were not Indian and certainly not Muslim.
Pappu Mishra, a cafe proprietor at the gothic Victorian Chattrapati Shivaji Terminus railway station, described “two sprightly young men dressed in black” with AK47s who were “foreign looking, fair skinned.”
Gaffar Abdul Amir, an Iraqi tourist from Baghdad, saw at least two men who started the firing outside the Leopold Cafe. “They did not look Indian, they looked foreign. One of them, I thought, had blonde hair. The other had a punkish hairstyle. They were neatly dressed,” Amir told the BBC.
Other “men walked into the cafe, drank beer, settled their bills and walked out. Then they fished out guns from their bags and began firing.” Muslims do not drink alcohol, that is unless they are Muslims like Marwan Al-Shehhi and Mohamed Atta, who reportedly not only liked to drink but enjoyed lap dances by topless dancers as well before they supposedly hijacked planes and flew them into buildings.
Even though these firsthand accounts indicate the attackers were white, drank alcohol and displayed the steely and professional reserve of trained military men, the emerging story carried by the corporate media blames the attacks on al-Qaeda and specifically Lashkar-e-Taiba, one Arab and the other Asian. “A terrorist group with training camps in Pakistan and strong ties with al-Qaeda as well as a history of mounting attacks in India yesterday became the chief suspect behind the atrocities,” reports the Times Online, pointing to Lashkar-e-Taiba.
As the Times Online admits, Lashkar-e-Taiba is a creation of Pakistan’s Inter-Services Intelligence, or ISI. It “receives considerable financial, material and other forms of assistance from the Pakistan government, routed primarily through the ISI. The ISI is the main source of LeT’s funding. Saudi Arabia also provides funds,” explains the South Asia Terrorism Portal. Lashkar-e-Taiba “also played a part in the ISI organized ‘Bosnian campaign against the Serbs,’ which was directed above the ISI by the CIA and British intelligence.”
According to Andrew G. Marshall, the ISI “has long been referred to as Pakistan’s ’secret government’ or ’shadow state.’ It’s long-standing ties and reliance upon American and British intelligence have not let up, therefore actions taken by the ISI should be viewed in the context of being a Central Asian outpost of Anglo-American covert intelligence operations.”
The presence of “foreign looking, fair skinned” commandos who calmly gunned down dozens of people after drinking a few beers indicates that the Mumbai attacks were likely the work of the Anglo-American covert intelligence operatives, not indigenous Indian Muslims or for that matter Arab al-Qaeda terrorists. The attacks prepare the ground for the break-up of Pakistan and the furtherance of destabilizing terrorism in the Middle East and Asia. The Mumbai attacks had little to do with India or the relationship between Muslim Pakistanis and Hindu Indians.
“Pakistan’s position as a strategic focal point cannot be underestimated. It borders India, Afghanistan, China and Iran,” concludes Marshall. “Destabilizing and ultimately breaking Pakistan up into several countries or regions will naturally spread chaos and destabilization into neighboring countries. This is also true of Iraq on the other side of Iran, as the Anglo-American have undertaken, primarily through Iraq, a strategy of balkanizing the entire Middle East in a new imperial project.” (See Marshall’s Divide and Conquer: The Anglo-American Imperial Project.)
It is no mistake, as well, that Barack Obama has called for action against Pakistan. “If we have actionable intelligence about high-value terrorist targets and President Musharraf won’t act, we will,” Obama said last August.
Regardless of who occupies the White House, the global elite are determined to continue their agenda of violence and murder in order to realize order through chaos. Obama and the Democrats will spend the next four years blaming George W. Bush for what the neocons have done while making sure the same destructive policies remain in effect. It is a shell game. George Bush and Barack Obama control nothing, they are little more than front men for the New World Order.
25 November 2008
Trigger Happy, The Art of War, or the Warrior Within
I heard that even the Buddha was for standing armies, just in case they are needed to be called upon to defend truth and justice.
So I encourage the armed forces, being a soldier. Taking the oath to defend the Constitution of the United States.
What I don't like is how the Chain of Command uses the armed forces for false wars. I haven't heard of a war the USA has fought that was justified. There aren't many wars in history that stand out as being justifiable, humanitarian wars.
One seems like it is waiting to happen. All across the United States, a diverse geography, with different personalities, cultures, sub cultures, are all being threatened by the constricting choke of the government.
The warrior is not a person of low intellect. A person of high intellect and moral altruism is concerned with defending his liberty, family, and property.
An army will never be able to invade the United States. They can drop nukes and do damage that way to rid the earth of American fighters, however any type of manned invasion will not be able to occupy this land.
It is said that "All of the strength of the US military and many mercenaries can't control an area the size of the Carolina's with less than 20mil people",Libertytreeradio, youtube subscriber.
Another problem evident in the soldier status is the machismo, the blind following of the latest trend in patriotism. Trends of patriotism in American culture are found in the propaganda. Since we have a volunteer based armed force, there must be a convincing, self-preservation, honorable motive to be a soldier of the national army.
Today the national armed forces is seeing the low recruit levels causing an outbreak of recruiters to commit suicide because failing to meet status quo. Also, I might add, there is an alarming trend of suicide among active military personel.
In the propaganda today used to lure new recruits, is video games, from first person shooters such as Halo, Gears of War, Call of Duty, and many more, the objective of most of these games to achieve victory, and have the most kills. Primarily the more kills one attains the more rewarded the player is in the game.
A lot of Hollywood mainline, action, thriller flix promote the perspective of the federal agents, the American soldiers, all just doing their job, investigating the terrorist, but no real self examination. No one asks why there is evil and crime in this world, all they know is they got to eliminate enemy combatants.
Today's new recruit is hungry for a kill. Being desensitzed to manslaughter, to being accustomed to using more force than necasssary, to kill or be killed, to no negotiations, to bombing suspected terrorist hide outs, to going off any intelligence, hiding behind the veil of the chain of command, killing in the name of some distant king, monarch, up on his thrown, taking the blame for a little collateral damage here and there. Its all neccassary for victory.
The youth of the nation are being tempted with the allure of crimson rivers, body parts, piles of kills, like trophies, a bunch of trigger happy, narrow minded agitated, maniacal aggressors.
Don't get me wrong, I am an advocate for the armed forces. I just wish they had more spiritual training, and excersized higher moral capacity.
Today the US armed forces are not known as peace keepers, but obliterators. They say the US is the worlds most powerful armed force, which can crush an enemy, but that reputation is given to us because of the damage, the deadly ferocity this nations armed forces implement. The US is feared for being savage destroyers.
I would rather be known as a sleeping giant. Some one you don't mess with because they are a powerful, honorable warrior, not be known as a tyrant, a short tempered mad man.
So be warned law enforcement that would act out martial law. The citizens of the United States are not the push overs of Nazi Germany, a whole lot of people here will raise hell if hell is brought to them.
If one person uses his weapon, and his neighbor hears it, sees it, he will pick up and load his. Then all hell will break loose. There will be hundreds of isolated incidents.
I think the war planners know this, thats why they are trying to win the psyop war and control the population under big government to still use the bodies of US citizens in other forms. The war planners know they can't win an open assualt on the citizens, so they have to figure out other ways to control and maintain the population. More on that next time.
For now though, the soldier is an honorable being, one who is drawn to tenacious rigors, one who is a brother of man, a respectable entity, a servicemen of peace, one who will fight intelligently with aggression against a hostile opponent, to defend the peace of his people, to fight for the greater good of life. However, this man is being led astray, being sickened with bloodlust, being desensitized to hatred and murder. Having been brought up in a sick culture of one sided partiotic propaganda trends, the modern soldier is losing sight of the truth and justice he should be fighting for. Not to worry though, the good in these men is being brought out and is coming to light, for instance the Veterans Against the War in Iraw movement who want a withdraw and end to the violence in the middle East.
As always, the world will turn good, we just got to spread the word of peace and open mindedness, or mindfulness. Be warriors of the laws, harmony of the universe. Solve problems with compassion, brute force and aggression to be saved as a last resort.
Psychology: Debate of the Signifigance of the Brain and Mind
So what I'm about to put out here might be redundant, but its something, none the less, that I want to sort out for myself, perhaps say something pertinent to this thing called life.
What is this experience we call Life?
Is this experience the result of a complex system of organic structures working together to produce sophisticated organisms that can think, ponder their own existence, or is our consciousness the highest form of thought that can possibly be achieved in the grand scale of all eternal forms of matter?
Is our biological organism, a transdimensional portal, gateway to a life force that extends eternally throughout all space and time continuum? How is that possible?
If that is so, than there will never be an artificial intelligence that is as perceptive or thought provoking as a genuine, life born consciousness. Nor will a clone, a replica of a body, have the same personality as that of the original. A spiritual clone does not, nor cannot exist. There is no mirror image of personality. The personality is a stream of consciousness, how can it be duplicated exactly if its connections are random?
What RAM does a mind function at? Does our brain have enough RAM to interpret the highest consciousness ultimo?
How does an organism, such as a human being, who by far, is the only being capable of expressing his/her experience of this reality, have access to a gateway, an internal 'mind' that is pervasive throughout all that is?
What makes this possible? What in our detail, give us in microscopic introspection, a capacity to be secretly involved with an eternal, vast endless universe of capacity for, if anything, peace?
You see, a corpse is an organism which has ceased all life functions, thus has no connection to the eternal void of inner life- its mind has been lost, but has it lost its
Does a brain dictate the capacity to have perceptual experience or is the brain a transcriber of the true nature of the mind?
Does the brain program perception, or does the brain try to decipher the mind?
Does the mind know more than the brain? Does the mind know what the brain is, and is trying to use the brains capabilities to explain what the mind is?
So the question is what is the mind? If I am a mind, and like I said, I am a mind trying to tell me brain how to think and provide information, than what is the purpose, the goal of the mind? Thus, I alone, must have that answer, if not I would not be a mind, nor a brain for my mind to utilize.
Here is my attempt at answering my own question, what is the mind, what is it good for, what do i do with it now that I am here and have it?
For me, the mind is a transdimensional portal, a stargate, an access to all dimensions, and is not only the space outside the skin of the perceiver, but also everything inward, and as far as one can tell, what is within has no limit, no bottom, no floor- it is free space.
That does not answer the question, but the mind is a sentiment, it is a cosmic consciousness, it is a all understanding tool of emotional reasoning, and constructive imagination.
A mind, innately knows of good behavior and negative behavior, but will decide to act negatively if there is no immediate threat to its well being. So a person can and would indulge in negative behaviors if it is not disciplined.
So what than, of the mind being a consciousness that can ignore its signifigance of positive actions in lieu of sinister ones.
Perhaps that is why positive actions, result in positive return, and why negative actions perpetuate negative assumptions and moods.
So the ones that engage in continuous negative behavior have deep, unsettling moods, that cause turmoil and the like. So these beings, that dwell in such karma have little good karma, and will live lives that are unfulfilled no matter of all the stereotypical life achievements they have garnered.
That is a social engineered perception, possibly not one of the mind. The mind is a great gift of capacity to formulate and orchestrate any number of imaginable things, including structures to cause harm to itself, for the greed of individuals.
So is it the that is evil, or is it the brain? Is the mind inherently malignant, or is the organism in behold of the limitless capacity to conceive thoughts corrupting the nature of the mind? Does the brain, in its organic, instinctual roots have genetic codes that make it inclined to self indulgent, negative behavior.
Life is suffering, death, sickness, pain, the like are part of this reality. But the question is, is something in our genetics predisposed to the liking of sins? If so, can these be conditioned out? What measures would be used to condition these out?
My answer would be, that it is unknown where the origins of evil stem from, they are mostly thought based, thoughts are derived from known circumstances, thus thoughts that pervade over time, pass from person to person, generation over generation, are like a virus, or some sort of sickness.
Negative actions do not feel good. Positive actions are more palpable to peace, and harmony. Thus, one can conclude that evil is not a natural state of being, as that state of being is punished horrendously by the higher faculties of consciousness.
Thus, evil is a lower state of being, not fulfilling innate potential of the mind, that is ready to be called upon for duty.
What is thinking with the mind? What is thinking with the brain?
I think thinking with the mind is the most open way of comprehending. While thinking with the brain is a firewall of conditioning, similar to Pavlov's dog experiments. Where a human in all its capability and potential, cannot be limited to the standards of an animal unless it is trained to be an animal. I think a human is on one level a biological organism that does organic things to maintain its life, but beyond that I think the human has a direct connection to the ultimate, highest levels of consciousness that we are being kept from, by our socially engineered culture of experience. We are being kept in low states of life, because our leaders that govern us do not want us to raise to our own potential because that would mean that their power they have been enjoying for so long is gone, and that would make them the low form of consciousness, rather than being esteemed as the masters of the world, when in truth, humans, without the preconditioning software, like a operating system that may not be utilizing the full potential of the hardware of a computer, in such a way, have the connection to being a harmonious, resilient organism, in tune with the divine nature of this thing called life.
24 November 2008
The Internet Exists Within You, Me, Life, Us
God my head hurts right now, but i won't let that stop me from saying a few words.
First off, visual dyslexia. I thought that was a good way to describe whats been happening to me. I see things first as identifiable shape shifting forms. Words and letters forget about it, I read the first few words of the beginning of a sentence, or a paragraph, or paragraphic, that is, the entire form of a body of text, and pick it a part for eye catching phrases. Then I will read around the area, and try to put things together as a puzzle, and then refine, by going through a mo, modis operandi, (sp) that is, questioning my own self, to see if my perceptions are correct, and if i can experience more sensitively to the stimulus, will i in fact, be a stream of consciousness,of the fastest speed of stream of consciousness is only dictated by our physical reality. or are the possibilities are so endless that you grow in feeble, to not obsess with reality but what your mind constructs within itself, maybe never achieving its actual goal, but the pursuit of it, will be the everlasting symptom of life on earth.
as we see it now, there is no telling what is being done here. I almost want to know, to peek behind the curtain, i bet you would see insanity breeding behind the castle walls, in the deep recess's in the temple.
Its not that far of a stretch of the imagination to think, hypothetically, that some of these things people are saying, that a secret kabal of international banking systems, are at the very top guided by a handful of people dealing with world affairs, and be some of the most diabolical beings on earth? like this is a big game of chess, where some people, are plotting, and enjoying with evil, literally evil, not like positive and negative extremes, i'm thinking like pure hell, corrupted by an insane amount of power.
there is a specific destination they are tying to take the world. enough on that.
all i wanted to say, was that my sensitivity has grown lately, maybe this shall pass, as they say, all things shall pass; i been noticing that i been mistaking forms for other forms, mostly forms that get a rise out of me, like thinking an alien, or a reptilian shapeshifter is behind me, or in my peripheral, you know, the corner of your eye. almost a stream of consciousness to the point where all is shapeshifting. nothing is definate, not even a table or a chair, its all animated, like a fine animation movie, where it has that shimmer, the endearing human touch to things, comforting like being with a mother or father. something, that plays in realtime, the intentions over a long period of time, of the animator, some sort of mind force, that you find in artist Don Hertzfeld. I think his films are great, i've been unlucky to not have seen his latest films, but his films have told me some pretty deep insights, and they are all one stream of pages, its all follow through.
joe coleman, i can't wait to see one of his paintings in real life. i bet it won't be for another ten years. i don't think he would like my work right now. he has done a lot of intense work, i'd be afraid to show him my stuff. so i kind of hope its ten years from now. its like i'm trying to avoid the worst. no, on seconded thought, i think he would see that i'm just starting, i got a long way to go, he been painting i think for over 30 years, maybe 40 yrs. thats a long as time, you can learn a lot in that amount of time, and you kind of chill, you become in sync with your life fulfillment. you realize to accept life as what you know life to be, a kaliediscope of universes, like the this here internet. the internet as a metaphor for the nature of life.
okay, so here is my big idea for the some awesome art. light art. it would be like synesthesia, where there would be a interface like a table, with a glass surface, 16x24in on surface. and that would be your canvas, you would draw on it and depending on where you place the stylus, and the sensitivity of touch, alters the value, thickness,
basically something that can read your stream of conscience and you being able to draw, animating, project your exact mental activity into a receptive environment going at the same speed your mind is at.
this version i'm thinking would be a set of programmed capabilities, and a palette at ones disposal of a memory bank of high quality events that would enhance the meaning of the art piece.
anyways, i thought that that is what movies and paintings are already.
sorry for wasting your time! jk until next time
