25 November 2008

Psychology: Debate of the Signifigance of the Brain and Mind

I'm not the best versed in the entire spectrum of the many theories of psychology.

So what I'm about to put out here might be redundant, but its something, none the less, that I want to sort out for myself, perhaps say something pertinent to this thing called life.

What is this experience we call Life?
Is this experience the result of a complex system of organic structures working together to produce sophisticated organisms that can think, ponder their own existence, or is our consciousness the highest form of thought that can possibly be achieved in the grand scale of all eternal forms of matter?

Is our biological organism, a transdimensional portal, gateway to a life force that extends eternally throughout all space and time continuum? How is that possible?

If that is so, than there will never be an artificial intelligence that is as perceptive or thought provoking as a genuine, life born consciousness. Nor will a clone, a replica of a body, have the same personality as that of the original. A spiritual clone does not, nor cannot exist. There is no mirror image of personality. The personality is a stream of consciousness, how can it be duplicated exactly if its connections are random?

What RAM does a mind function at? Does our brain have enough RAM to interpret the highest consciousness ultimo?

How does an organism, such as a human being, who by far, is the only being capable of expressing his/her experience of this reality, have access to a gateway, an internal 'mind' that is pervasive throughout all that is?

What makes this possible? What in our detail, give us in microscopic introspection, a capacity to be secretly involved with an eternal, vast endless universe of capacity for, if anything, peace?

You see, a corpse is an organism which has ceased all life functions, thus has no connection to the eternal void of inner life- its mind has been lost, but has it lost its

Does a brain dictate the capacity to have perceptual experience or is the brain a transcriber of the true nature of the mind?

Does the brain program perception, or does the brain try to decipher the mind?

Does the mind know more than the brain? Does the mind know what the brain is, and is trying to use the brains capabilities to explain what the mind is?

So the question is what is the mind? If I am a mind, and like I said, I am a mind trying to tell me brain how to think and provide information, than what is the purpose, the goal of the mind? Thus, I alone, must have that answer, if not I would not be a mind, nor a brain for my mind to utilize.

Here is my attempt at answering my own question, what is the mind, what is it good for, what do i do with it now that I am here and have it?

For me, the mind is a transdimensional portal, a stargate, an access to all dimensions, and is not only the space outside the skin of the perceiver, but also everything inward, and as far as one can tell, what is within has no limit, no bottom, no floor- it is free space.

That does not answer the question, but the mind is a sentiment, it is a cosmic consciousness, it is a all understanding tool of emotional reasoning, and constructive imagination.

A mind, innately knows of good behavior and negative behavior, but will decide to act negatively if there is no immediate threat to its well being. So a person can and would indulge in negative behaviors if it is not disciplined.

So what than, of the mind being a consciousness that can ignore its signifigance of positive actions in lieu of sinister ones.

Perhaps that is why positive actions, result in positive return, and why negative actions perpetuate negative assumptions and moods.

So the ones that engage in continuous negative behavior have deep, unsettling moods, that cause turmoil and the like. So these beings, that dwell in such karma have little good karma, and will live lives that are unfulfilled no matter of all the stereotypical life achievements they have garnered.

That is a social engineered perception, possibly not one of the mind. The mind is a great gift of capacity to formulate and orchestrate any number of imaginable things, including structures to cause harm to itself, for the greed of individuals.

So is it the that is evil, or is it the brain? Is the mind inherently malignant, or is the organism in behold of the limitless capacity to conceive thoughts corrupting the nature of the mind? Does the brain, in its organic, instinctual roots have genetic codes that make it inclined to self indulgent, negative behavior.

Life is suffering, death, sickness, pain, the like are part of this reality. But the question is, is something in our genetics predisposed to the liking of sins? If so, can these be conditioned out? What measures would be used to condition these out?

My answer would be, that it is unknown where the origins of evil stem from, they are mostly thought based, thoughts are derived from known circumstances, thus thoughts that pervade over time, pass from person to person, generation over generation, are like a virus, or some sort of sickness.

Negative actions do not feel good. Positive actions are more palpable to peace, and harmony. Thus, one can conclude that evil is not a natural state of being, as that state of being is punished horrendously by the higher faculties of consciousness.

Thus, evil is a lower state of being, not fulfilling innate potential of the mind, that is ready to be called upon for duty.

What is thinking with the mind? What is thinking with the brain?

I think thinking with the mind is the most open way of comprehending. While thinking with the brain is a firewall of conditioning, similar to Pavlov's dog experiments. Where a human in all its capability and potential, cannot be limited to the standards of an animal unless it is trained to be an animal. I think a human is on one level a biological organism that does organic things to maintain its life, but beyond that I think the human has a direct connection to the ultimate, highest levels of consciousness that we are being kept from, by our socially engineered culture of experience. We are being kept in low states of life, because our leaders that govern us do not want us to raise to our own potential because that would mean that their power they have been enjoying for so long is gone, and that would make them the low form of consciousness, rather than being esteemed as the masters of the world, when in truth, humans, without the preconditioning software, like a operating system that may not be utilizing the full potential of the hardware of a computer, in such a way, have the connection to being a harmonious, resilient organism, in tune with the divine nature of this thing called life.

24 November 2008

The Internet Exists Within You, Me, Life, Us

Within us is the internet.

God my head hurts right now, but i won't let that stop me from saying a few words.

First off, visual dyslexia. I thought that was a good way to describe whats been happening to me. I see things first as identifiable shape shifting forms. Words and letters forget about it, I read the first few words of the beginning of a sentence, or a paragraph, or paragraphic, that is, the entire form of a body of text, and pick it a part for eye catching phrases. Then I will read around the area, and try to put things together as a puzzle, and then refine, by going through a mo, modis operandi, (sp) that is, questioning my own self, to see if my perceptions are correct, and if i can experience more sensitively to the stimulus, will i in fact, be a stream of consciousness,of the fastest speed of stream of consciousness is only dictated by our physical reality. or are the possibilities are so endless that you grow in feeble, to not obsess with reality but what your mind constructs within itself, maybe never achieving its actual goal, but the pursuit of it, will be the everlasting symptom of life on earth.

as we see it now, there is no telling what is being done here. I almost want to know, to peek behind the curtain, i bet you would see insanity breeding behind the castle walls, in the deep recess's in the temple.

Its not that far of a stretch of the imagination to think, hypothetically, that some of these things people are saying, that a secret kabal of international banking systems, are at the very top guided by a handful of people dealing with world affairs, and be some of the most diabolical beings on earth? like this is a big game of chess, where some people, are plotting, and enjoying with evil, literally evil, not like positive and negative extremes, i'm thinking like pure hell, corrupted by an insane amount of power.

there is a specific destination they are tying to take the world. enough on that.

all i wanted to say, was that my sensitivity has grown lately, maybe this shall pass, as they say, all things shall pass; i been noticing that i been mistaking forms for other forms, mostly forms that get a rise out of me, like thinking an alien, or a reptilian shapeshifter is behind me, or in my peripheral, you know, the corner of your eye. almost a stream of consciousness to the point where all is shapeshifting. nothing is definate, not even a table or a chair, its all animated, like a fine animation movie, where it has that shimmer, the endearing human touch to things, comforting like being with a mother or father. something, that plays in realtime, the intentions over a long period of time, of the animator, some sort of mind force, that you find in artist Don Hertzfeld. I think his films are great, i've been unlucky to not have seen his latest films, but his films have told me some pretty deep insights, and they are all one stream of pages, its all follow through.
joe coleman, i can't wait to see one of his paintings in real life. i bet it won't be for another ten years. i don't think he would like my work right now. he has done a lot of intense work, i'd be afraid to show him my stuff. so i kind of hope its ten years from now. its like i'm trying to avoid the worst. no, on seconded thought, i think he would see that i'm just starting, i got a long way to go, he been painting i think for over 30 years, maybe 40 yrs. thats a long as time, you can learn a lot in that amount of time, and you kind of chill, you become in sync with your life fulfillment. you realize to accept life as what you know life to be, a kaliediscope of universes, like the this here internet. the internet as a metaphor for the nature of life.

okay, so here is my big idea for the some awesome art. light art. it would be like synesthesia, where there would be a interface like a table, with a glass surface, 16x24in on surface. and that would be your canvas, you would draw on it and depending on where you place the stylus, and the sensitivity of touch, alters the value, thickness,

basically something that can read your stream of conscience and you being able to draw, animating, project your exact mental activity into a receptive environment going at the same speed your mind is at.

this version i'm thinking would be a set of programmed capabilities, and a palette at ones disposal of a memory bank of high quality events that would enhance the meaning of the art piece.

anyways, i thought that that is what movies and paintings are already.

sorry for wasting your time! jk until next time

18 November 2008

Schizo Nation Redux


Karie, I like the research you gone into for the piece I did, Schizo Nation, 2008, cprint. I did it on the computer at 300dpi in photoshop elements 5.0. I use a Bamboo Wacom Tablet and pen, with pressure sensitivity on.
The meaning of it is on one level meant to parallel the revolution of information dispersion of the first printed words and images, specifically the career of Albrecth Durer's, especially the very first known prints he did, from when he was an apprentice doing work for a master printer.
Durer's ultimate master I think is God. I think it is because God was the trusted source of knowledge at the time, and something you trust you want express.
Today, digital media has thrown into question the longstanding accepted notions of what is reality, has affected a large enough mass of the minds of the people, to have a global awakening revolution. Hieghtened self awareness, of blogs, social networking sites, vblogs, twitter, google, youtube, photosharing, bit torrents, hackers have bred a breeding ground for self awareness as anonymity. With a move from the tradition of the television as the primary source of knowledge basis, now with a search engine, you can see for your self if there is knowledge, truth of a myth.
I don't know if Durer was aware of the secret society of illuminati, the brilliant ones. But if you look at his engraving, Meloncholia I, I think in 1516yr. There are many symbols like a compass and square, the truncated cube, the magic square, that are symbols of the secret society the Freemason's. I'm even sure if they exist, but at heart I don't think the fraternity was a negative force. I think it was a positive humanitarian organization but over time it was taken over by darker sects of people with some sort of agenda to rule the world. A lust for domination has developed. I think there are many secret societies throughout the world that are all in alignment, with the same agenda.
For my immediate sociocultural perspective the primary secret society of the illuminati is the Freemason's but I think the Bilderberger's, and the Bohemian Grover's are the more secretive, clandestine occult operators today. They may be talented in some aspects, specialized in fields of operation, but none the less all work to serve the supreme cause. The recieve the benefits for their deeds, carrying out the hope of a global elite and a subservient, sado-masochistic society, sucking off its tits.
Its a motherly passive agressive beast, subconciously, maybe the choice symbol of this expression is the adoptation of the the Lucifer; a beast with the head of a goat, a torch representing illumination, a pentagon balancing on one tip centered, the wings of a bat, the feat of a goat, and breasts like a woman. The beast is said to be hermaphroditic expressing the union of sexes.
Many monuments are said to be derived from subversive symbolism of sexual organs. The most common and obvious is the phallus, the penis. The obelisque is a phalic symbol and to me represtents a sun dial but it is also symbolic of a graphically interpreted penetration of the circular sun.
Here, my Lucifer is undraped exposing the mysterious genitals of the beast. Lucifer is the prince one Light in classical latin mythology and was adopted by the illuminati to represent symbolically the light bearers.
The cartoon figures conglomerating to a pinnacle at the vagina, represent the birth of these ideas. Concocted through men, and passed through a accepting vagina. One hand points below to the symbol found on the dollar bill, what is commonly known as the "all seeing eye". To the up, the opposite hand points to the Freemason symbol of the square and compass, with the G standing for the Generative act or priciple as described by a high ranking Freemason either Manly P Hall of Albert Pike.
The Egyptian symbols primarily give light to the ancient origins of the illuminati, and even the history of those cultures, why does a secret society draw from the Ancient Egyptians. It is also one of the most prominent historical time periods researched or taught today.
I had a teacher that taught a class on how to embalm a store bought chicken with cheese cloth and other household items, and I think we were to place them in shoe boxes and store them away for some time and see which one of the groups operating within the class chicken lasted longest in terms of decay. I can't remember how long this project lasted but I do remember a foul stench of rotting poultry corpse doused in seasoning seasoning. If thats not some serious research, public school taught learning about the Egyptians than I don't know what is. They show them all the time on TV. I don't how many King Tut specials I've watched growing up, but I'm a little suspicious. Why do I have to learn that the pyramids of Egypt are the most beautiful structures. Why not the Aztec and Myan art. I think people are finding out everywhere that there was a deeper agenda that stretches way back before our knowledge of time frame. Most people consider these amounts of years, 2008 to be the entire expanse human civilization, but there is evidence that it is not because more and more people are seeing that there are numerous correlations of ancient structures that were built incredibly sophisticated that appear all over the earth with no known modern agreement on how they were built and what the people that built them were like, and how did they all want to build pyramids? if they were masters of precision and innovation, why not build different looking structures especially why so thick solid ones. They built precise mountains, with no intent to house communities but to harness some sort of energy, whether symbolic energy of an erection, phallic quality, or to tap into the vibrations of the universe. Or to affect the vibrations of the universe?
things that would not be destroyed. What was the importance of building a strong power structure to be able to withstand incredible wear and tear?
The Freemasons are known as the Architects of society, the builders not only of palaces and monuments, but also, the builders of thought.
One of the quotes states that who controls light controls what is seen. Artistically we can see art as an expression of a persons mental insights. What we perceive with our eyes and than imagined in the mind of a creative thinker and expressed in a novel way is a barometer of social climate. Sadly, there have been some creative minds that may have failed to see the true danger of mass media, how images are the primary relationship between thought, interpretation, and the self in society- the reality of yourself.
So who controls what is seen exacts an ability to inform your knowledge, thoughts about the world, reality. Ofcourse the media would be a powerful tool in guiding perceptions. From a world where we weren't sure what existed, we have been gaggled and googled to death by silly muses, thoughtless thinking, and a social empire based on anxiety and sado masochism. We see glimpses of horror, and told that horror is horrible, that this shot is good for you, it will only hurt for a second, just trust me its for your own good, I don't know everything but I can tell you that's crazy talk, you don't tolerate outrageous conspiracy theories man, George Bush said it. We live in a world of confusion. We see censored glimpses, where you are not sure about if its right to see this, but why is it being done, like seeing a war devistated urban warzone, and blurred out shots of the gore. If you saw gore you would be sick. Thats a for sure thing. Messy, bloody, emotional, brutal acts of violence. The idea of them is out there, but are minds are forced to censor it, to edit out, to see only a sugar coated, redemptive world. We are trained to see a certain way. The ones who control sight control your minds. Hey, they are what you think. Most of our knowldedge is based on these 'facts'
Who knows who Charlie Brown is or Ed Bowinkle, GI JOE, Barbie, David Koresh. This is our knowledge base. We are split from our true identity. We think in terms of Britney Spears, and who is hot right now, on the television, on the radio, on the major sources of information.
We are split beings. We have a true deep self, which would not accept things for what they are, and always be in a state of question, and open mindedness. The mind would be filled with attention and concentration and always wonder if they are being deceived. Honesty would be the highest rapport between individuals. Truth, and honesty would be the only accepted virtue.
So yes, this piece is meant to be weird, that is what I want you to see, because that is what I think the world is and would make for a comfortable awkward situation. Other symbols in the piece that I did not discuss here are the corporate logo phenomenon, and the source for most of this knowledge is researched by Michael Tsarion, find him on google and youtube.

11 November 2008

My Solution

Things are not going to change by working on a global scale. There should be no world authority that is not spiritual.

Globalism is not by virtue, a system for the average man, and it actually takes away liberty and individuality of him. Instead we must look to our local community to create a peaceful, harmonious, organized society, that will be under close scrutiny, observant and courageous against any signs of corruption.

Ideally, the local community should work towards self sufficiency. It should operate its own currency based on a precious metal system, fiat currency is prone to counterfit, and inflation.

However these few solutions may be infeasible at this moment, here are some practical solutions; stop buying plastic materials. There is research being done with results stating that male birth rates are on the decline. Also, chemicals in plastic, cause low sperm counts, and loss of fertility in males.

Plastic is a global tool. Think about it, if our local communities became self sufficient, our reliance on global institutions like walmart and target for everyday supplies, and furnishments would be reduced. Instead of going to Walmart for a piece of furniture for example, a buyer could go to a local artisan for the same thing. That would be healthier for the environment, and economy. You would be supporting the local economy, and

Corporate business have put many smaller business out of business, causing a shift in way of life. No longer are humans creative, artisans, able to blow pottery, build cabinets, goldsmith, ironsmith, etc. Those duties have been replaced by a trip to Walmart, and watching the brainwashing TV.

The world would also be more aesthetic, beautiful, pleasing to the eye. Possibly even more sensitive to these things. I'm sure my educated friends are familiar with the Ancient Greek pottery, the amazing Ancient Chinese Laquer and jade works, and countless other cultural relics throughout history.

These things have been lost to globalism. Cultures of the past were based on its communities being self sufficient. If we gain back our creative culture, we would no longer be dependent on Singapore sweatshops pumping out a million lethal plastic products a day.

We would have our own artisans producing higher quality more spiritual, beneficial products. We would gain back the Greek pottery, the Navajo pottery, the Chinese Jade, and so much more. People will no longer be estranged to their community. The Martinez, the Gomez, the Hernandez, everybody would be known for their contributions.

We need to get back to a culture that has its own culture. We need cultural products or else we are not a culture. We are generic Made in China fascimilies of a throw away society.

So, stop funding the machine. Stop buying cheap plastic knock offs. Plastics are bad. See this documentary, The Declining Male.


So this is my vision of a better world. It looks like the Wang Hui scroll, "Southern Imperial Inspection Tour". Check out the film with David Hockney, "A Day on the Grand Canal with the Emperor of China, of Surface is Illusion but so is Depth"

20 October 2008

Democracy is Tyranny of Majority

usa is a republic of sovereign states, not a coast to coast control grid you stupid fucks. sorry but this shit pisses me off. this is liberty and freedom we are talking about. something, i ain't feeling too much of in this life. and i don't want to waste my life, that i don't know if i'm coming back to see personally again- waste in a sorry shit fuck ass dick hard on disease society.

i always been confused about the difference between a democracy and republic. growing up you here republic for which it stands and then on tv you hear democracy this, democracy that. wtf, they ain't the same thing.

no no no no, republic, is small scale govt, something to help settle disputes in court. i'm the man, no body fucks with me, i don't fuck with no body, simple. get off, don't hurt me, mind your business, believe any stupid thing you want.

democracy, an asshole in DC that don't know me, but got the backing of shit load of turd pukes drunk on the promise land on the tale of hale bopp, want to restrict me from almost every activity under the sun and moon, FUCK you buddy.

a president is nobody. we give them power. the more authority you give to the person the more he has over you. right now its outta control. govt should be kept simple. small town simple. freedom and liberty for all, thats true respect.

people think that drug addicts and terrorists are normal in society. i beg to differ. what happens when you outlaw and disrespect human rights, when you put thousands of restrictions on guns and drugs, what is that going to produce? thousands of criminals.

when everything is free and stable, you mind your business, you do your part to respect freedom nobody is going to want to kill each other for no reason, out of jealousy, out of necessity, out of blood lust, out of addiction.

when shit is legal and out in the open there won't be shame and secrets, dark underworlds of crime.

if i didn't give a fuck about drugs and thought nothing of it, like it was just some stupid thing you can but why do it? then what power would drugs have?

now you got a bunch of lost souls, that got hooked on something, and function in dark underworlds doing god knows what to avoid prison, prosecution, embarrassment, shame, humiliation, to avoid the consequences of life in general.

more laws create more corruption. it creates backstabbing people. it creates con artists. it creates rapists, serial killers, evil cops, brainwashed zombies.

its time to stop giving power to some slimy scum bag in a bomb bunker in DC and give yourself and your own competence some credit. go ahead, pat your self on the back, and say i can think for my self.

think of a world with no signs, no suggestions. no speed limits, no road signs, a stable currency, fair trade, peace, and a govern what? yeah, a president would be the least of your worries cuz you wouldn't need a scum bag slime ball dictating whats good for you.

you are the shit. you are the funniest person in the world. you have the best ideas. you have are the best friend. you are the greatest mom, greatest dad, you family, your ancestors, its all respect. no fucking big shit is gonna intervene on my peace. and the people that do should be hanged, drawn and quartered.

difference between a democracy and republic